Post by snailo on Oct 22, 2006 1:41:25 GMT -5
Faye immediately leapt up, startling Louie and even herself. The worn string of sanity inside her that kept her together and made her strong and resilient to all the life's pressures and demises - felt like it had finally snapped. Firmly implanting herself between the two she glared at both of them.
"What is the point of fighting about this?" She cried, desperation painfully obvious in her tone. "Can't you two ever stop?" She fought back the tears and the urge to walk right back out of Hogwarts and forget about ever seeing Darius in a checkered coat and wearing a spiked collar and Ebin smoking again and...holding a philosophy book?!
"Both of you need to stop." She repeated more firmly. "I've given up trying to make you two understand one another and both of you know that it's seriously-not-going-to work. And Ebin!" Her anger rose again as she turned to him, "I know it's hard for you to stop smoking and...the drug addictions?" Her voice rose at the mere thought of it. "But can't you try? I've never seen you try before. I swear, all these...these...issues around your life would stop if you managed your addictions. And Darius." She looked upset - on the verge of crying. "What happened? I don't even know you anymore, let alone recognise you. And it's not as if-" She paused. She couldn't bring herself to say it. She wavered on her last sentence, her mind full of uncertainty. Then guilt sunk in as she realised that she shouldn't have burst out like that to both Ebin and Darius.
((oh god, this has been, by far, the hardest reply I've ever had to write...*shut up darcy*...gurh P&P dialogue drifting in and out of my head))
"What is the point of fighting about this?" She cried, desperation painfully obvious in her tone. "Can't you two ever stop?" She fought back the tears and the urge to walk right back out of Hogwarts and forget about ever seeing Darius in a checkered coat and wearing a spiked collar and Ebin smoking again and...holding a philosophy book?!
"Both of you need to stop." She repeated more firmly. "I've given up trying to make you two understand one another and both of you know that it's seriously-not-going-to work. And Ebin!" Her anger rose again as she turned to him, "I know it's hard for you to stop smoking and...the drug addictions?" Her voice rose at the mere thought of it. "But can't you try? I've never seen you try before. I swear, all these...these...issues around your life would stop if you managed your addictions. And Darius." She looked upset - on the verge of crying. "What happened? I don't even know you anymore, let alone recognise you. And it's not as if-" She paused. She couldn't bring herself to say it. She wavered on her last sentence, her mind full of uncertainty. Then guilt sunk in as she realised that she shouldn't have burst out like that to both Ebin and Darius.
((oh god, this has been, by far, the hardest reply I've ever had to write...*shut up darcy*...gurh P&P dialogue drifting in and out of my head))