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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 19:29:34 GMT -5
Emily walked into the library and went looking for a book. After finding nothing interesting, she picked up a random book and found a table near the back and sat down.
After fliping through the pages she started to think what's going on here? Why am i sad? i really have nothing to be sad about. So far everything is going good. I've meet some awsome friends and two of them have a beautiful baby boy. I should be happy, but i'm not.
Emily sat there just staring at the pages, trying to read but just couldn't. her mind just would not process anything that was on those pages. so she just stared at the pages, trying to figure things out.
Nothing bad has happened to me or any of my friends. This year has been great so far, i should be happy. when through her mind as she stared into the pages but could not do anything about it. so she sat there staring empty minded at a book.
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 19, 2005 19:50:05 GMT -5
Ebin, being bipolar, was pretty d@mn used to getting into 'funks' as he called it. When Ebin was in a down he tended to lock himself in his room and stay away from society. But Ebin had no idea that Emily felt depressed so he walked up and snaged a seat next to her. Ebin was in a pretty good mood, but not manic.. or at least not yet. "Hey, Em. How's it hanging?" Ebin asked innocently.
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 19:52:26 GMT -5
Emily looked up and saw Ebin and felt even more sad and looked down again without saying a thing
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 19, 2005 19:53:57 GMT -5
Ebin looked puzzled. "Oh come on Em. If somethin' is buggin' you you can tell me!" Ebin flashed her a bright smile. He seemed to be over flowing in a good mood as he tapped his foot silently on the thick carpet.
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 19:58:30 GMT -5
Emily looked up and tried to think of how to explain how she felt and after a while she said "i don't no. i just feel so sad for some reason. i can't explain it, but it's like sadness swepted over me." Emily knew that she could never hide how she felt. all someone had to do is look into her eyes and they could of been able to tell how she felt so she looked away, ashamed that of her feelings and didn't want to bother Ebin.
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 19, 2005 20:01:30 GMT -5
Ebin continued to tap his feet and began to drum his fingers. He was humming under his breath and felt great. "So are you depressed or somethin'?" Ebin continued to smile at nothing. When he was manic he seemed to just shine! "Cuz if you are I can get you somethin' that will help." Ebin was talking really fast and continued to drum his fingers and look around as if he was bored... but not bored... just like he wanted to do something. Ebin was in a mood that made him feel like he could do anything!
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 20:04:37 GMT -5
Emily could clearly see that Ebin was a bundle of joy and that just made Emily feel more sad and said "Nah. it's ok."and got up and said "i really need to go." and started to leave, still looking down as she walked out of the library
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 19, 2005 20:08:22 GMT -5
Ebin jumped up. He continued to hum to himself. "Where you goin'?" Ebin had nothing to do and was manic... hardcore... "Wanna go outside? Wanna go build something? Wanna go hiking? Canooing!? Wanna go build a canoo!!??" Ebin said loudly as he yelped and twitched. He couldn't stand still. Ebin looked down at his shaking hands. No matter how much he liked being in a great mood being manic could lead to violence. Last time he had been manic he punched his fist through the Boy's Dormitory wall [no kicks! It is in the thread with Darius...].
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 20:11:18 GMT -5
Emily didn't say a thing but kept walking. she had no idea where she was going but she didn't want to stay there.
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 19, 2005 20:13:34 GMT -5
Ebin bounced after Emily. He had a feeling that he was manic.. and she was depressed. Ebin pulled a bottle of pills from his pocket and popped one. He swallowed hard and dry and coughed a little as his eyes watered. "Oh come on Em... I swear I can help." Ebin thrusted his bottle back into his pocket. Did a quick cart wheel and caught up to Emily.
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 20:16:20 GMT -5
Emily knew that Ebin was ,like he said, trying to help but she just wanted to be alone and so she kept walking without ever looking up.
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 19, 2005 20:21:36 GMT -5
Ebin seemed to squirm. He didn't want to be felt alone. "Emily..." He sang softly. "Oh... EmilY!" he continued. Ebin snickered but kept right no Emily's heals. "Come on the sun will make you fell G-R-RRR-EAT!" Ebin was practically bouncing off the walls. And with a small skip and a jump he ran up the wall and tried to do a flip. Ebin slipped and laughing landed with a thud. Ebin jumped up and laughing brushed a hand over his now bleeding lip and laughed. "Come on!" Ebin said taking Emily's hand and trying to pull her outside.
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 20:24:38 GMT -5
Emily just kept walking and when Ebin grabbed her hand she slipped out and kept walking still looking at the ground but finally stopped and said "i no you want to help but you are doing no one any good." without turning around and left
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 19, 2005 20:27:48 GMT -5
Ebin was manic and some one could spit in his face and he would just laugh.. or get violent... but the mood he was in he didn't mind. Ebin turned around with a shrug and skipped down the stone steps, out into the fresh air.
Ebin wished Emily would be there...
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Sept 19, 2005 20:30:21 GMT -5
Emily turned around and wathced Ebin skip off and sighed and went into the girls bathroom, into a stall and for some reason started to cry.
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