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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Aug 29, 2005 19:10:51 GMT -5
Ebin lay with flat on his back. He was smoking a cigarette with closed eyes. Ebin was in yet another depressed state. Now that he was going to be a father he didn't know what to do. His own parents had married in a hurry but Ebin didn't know if he could follow that same path. He opened his eyes and took a long drag. He held the smoke exhaling it slowly as he looked at the clear blue sky. The Forbidden Forest was just a few meters away but Ebin was lying in level grass medow. Ebin hadn't moved for hours. He was simply chain smoking till all packs ran out. Ebin had not moved and his brain was in a mallasis state but he was thinking about somethings... One topic that graved his thought was names. He was going to have a child, if he was ready or not, and it needed a name.
((I have to congratulate Brent! He was the first to guess that Ebin is Manic Depressive! I guess Brent really does know me best!))
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Aug 29, 2005 20:50:55 GMT -5
Emily was walking around and saw smoke rising and went to see what it was. When she got closer she saw Ebin laying down smoking something and walked over and said "something wrong?" and sat down
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Aug 29, 2005 20:57:07 GMT -5
Ebin opened his eyes but kept his cigarette in his lips. He always seemed to be around Emily when Ebin was in a depressed state. He sighed, "Do you know about Fleur?" he questioned but Ebin knew that this true rumor was spreading around the school rather quickly.
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Aug 29, 2005 20:59:17 GMT -5
Emily signed and said "yeah she told me not long ago. before the rumors." and looked at him and said "r u ok?"
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Aug 29, 2005 21:01:54 GMT -5
Ebin sighed, releasing smoke. "I dannoo..." Ebin was tired, he was always tired and sleeping when he was in a down. "I f**king hate feeling like this!" Ebin swore sourily as he rubbed his eyes, "Hey, Em, you wanna a smoke?" Ebin offered so he wouldn't be rude.
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Aug 29, 2005 21:03:59 GMT -5
Emily shook her head and said "i don't smoke." and looked around and said "so what r u gonna do? can u afford the baby?" and turned towards him and hugged her knees.
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Aug 29, 2005 21:06:21 GMT -5
Ebin groaned. He really hadn't thought about things like that, "I could always move in with my dad... look after the kid while Fleur finished school..." Ebin's mother was the embassidor for the American Wizarding Community so he would stay in London in the embassy, to be closer the to Fleur. "I hope to get a job... but then my first priourity is the kid...."
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Aug 29, 2005 21:10:47 GMT -5
Emily sighed and said "you don't have to quit school you no. you could always have your friends help out or the Professors. like i normally have lots of free time and i could watch the baby while you guys r in class. i don't have many classes so that won't be much problem for me." and tryed to smile and said "just don't fret about it. i'm sure that there is a way to make it work."
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Aug 29, 2005 21:14:02 GMT -5
Ebin thought about it as he took another long drag. Talking to Emily was making things feel a lot better, "I really would drop out of school for Fleur..." Ebin had resently sent a letter to his parents and was expecting a letter from his father shortly, his mother would be busy. "But having the kid hang out around Hogwarts would be sweet... I just want him to be loved..." Ebin smiled, he knew Faye would be around and what could be better then that?!
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Aug 29, 2005 21:22:15 GMT -5
An owl swooped down and landed next to Ebin. Ebin looked up, holding his smoke between his fingers he slipped the letter off the of the owl. After Ebin gave the bird a small stroke he flew up the owlery. Ebin turned his attention away from Emily and on to the letter, "I think it is from Father..." Ebin said as he opened the letter and took another long drag. Ebin read the letter the slowly and sighed. Ebin burned the edges of the letter as he thought. "I guess that is my dad for you..." Ebin tryed to smile as he fell back on to the grass .
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Post by snailo on Aug 31, 2005 6:31:30 GMT -5
Breaking the branches frantically, Faye rushed out, her face full of fear. Not noticing either Ebin or Emily, she collided into them rather unladly like. "Oh my God..." She gasped. "They're..." She coughed and caught her breath. "I was trying to explore the place around and all and I..." She stopped as she caught sight of Ebin's cigarette. "Are you still smoking?" She said darkly, her eyes full of disappointment.
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Post by *~*Emily*~* on Aug 31, 2005 16:42:00 GMT -5
Emily was startled by Faye's sudden appearents and said "your gonna need to calm down for me to understand you Faye" and then turned to Ebin and said "what does the letter say?"
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Aug 31, 2005 18:09:24 GMT -5
Ebin grabbed the cigarette out of his mouth and hastily put it out on the brim on his shoe ((brim of your shoe!? what am I talking about?!)) The rubber was blistered and melted from him doing this so frequently. "Er... No!" Ebin sat up and slid his tongue over his teeth. They were still cosmetically white. They one thing that kept Ebin from chain smoking consonantly was the thought that it would erode his prized smile! Ebin sighed as some last vapors of smoke came out of his nose. "I'm just in one of those moods again." Ebin told no one of his metal illness, not even Faye!
Ebin thought for a moment and turned to Emily. "It just my dad, you know, after I told him about Fleur..." Ebin looked down at the burnt letter. "I don't think he was to thrilled but he understands..." Ebin looked up at Faye and rubbed his eyes, falling back onto the grass. Ebin felt slightly surrounded at the moment. "Faye. what is causing you the trip in your usual smooth path, cat?" Ebin asked as in a rather raspy voice from his smoke inhalation.
He then stood up. Ebin had a sudden change of mood, like the fog had blown over, "I'm sorry... I didn't want you to see me smoke! I totally thought it would hurt you to see. And I would never want to cause you any pain." Ebin said honestly. He held out his hands for a hug and gave Faye a cheeky smile and tilted his head just enough so his bangs slid in front of his eyes, giving him a very innocent look, "I'm sorry...?" He asked as he slid his tongue over his teeth again. He only smoked on occation and that was when he was depressed.
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Post by snailo on Sept 1, 2005 3:23:58 GMT -5
Faye watched the cigarette still emitting the little whisps of white smoke and gave a little sigh. She wanted to tell him that she would understand him and that it was OK, but her heart wouldn't let her. "Ebin, this is serious. You know how hard it was for you to quit. You can't throw it all out the window and smoke just because you're in 'one of those moods' - and why can't you just talk about it rather than pick up smoking again?" She pleaded. She decided to completely ignore the letter and also to postpone her story about what happened in the forest. She just couldn't get the image of Ebin lying there so idly and smoking. "How long has it been?" She asked, staring at Ebin's outstretched hands, resisting the urge to cry and curl up in his arms. She was determined. She wasn't going to let this one pass by and she wasn't about to give in to Ebin's innocent expressions. She stood firmly in front of him, but all the more her hands were shaking.
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Post by .:Urine Love:. on Sept 1, 2005 18:24:10 GMT -5
Ebin waved his arms slightly as if to say, 'waiting!' He kept his smile, "I only smoke an occation. When I am feeling down" He said, and even his doctor said that drugs, such as nicaten would need to be taking irreguterly with his moods. "And I haven only smoked a two packs since I came to hogwarts. And a whole pack was right now! That is increadicable!" Ebin beamed trying to convince Faye. Ebin would never tell anyone about his metal health. It was just one of those things that made peole unconfortable and everyone was fine with Ebin without knowing. "Faye look shook up, what's wrong?" He said taking a small step forward with his arms still out.
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